Sunday, December 2, 2007


This is my first personal blog, and as I write this I'm not even sure I want to let people know of its existence. Which would be the whole point, wouldn't it? Anyway, my motivation is to have something to work my thoughts out in the hopes that I will be more productive at my full-time job, a MS student who will be applying to PhD programs within the year. Other major life stressors are also upcoming in the next 12 months: fianc-band coming home from second tour in Iraq, continuing renovations on house, afore-mentioned applications, last field season and writing thesis, putting house on market and selling it quickly, figuring out where to live assuming I get into a school...oh yeah, and we're getting married. The only major life stressors not on this list are illness (Thank God) and kids. So I'm making damn sure to take my vitamins and my BC pills.

This may consist chiefly of political rants and to-do lists. The first because I am a liberal pagan living in the uber-Christian, conservative Deep South. The second because my advisor, though having many positive qualities, tends to be rather hands-off and I myself tend to have motivation issues. Sometimes the only way I get things done is via fear of humiliation or a talking-to from a superior. So when I blog about my work, it makes me accountable and should give me the kick in the ass I need.

Another reason for starting this is that I'm not able to cuss on our family blogs, and that fucking sucks.

1 comment:

christy said...

Okay, so I LOVE your blog. Welcome to the blogosphere from a self disagnosed addict. I am "feeling" you so much that I, now, recognize why I was drawn to you. You are so me, or so one side of me. Living in the ultra-christian south is such a downer. GET ME OUT! It really rocks my soul. Now, with a child it is even harder because I do not want her to be ostracized. So, what do you do? I recently changed hair salons (I drive all the way to Savannah, now)because I was sick and tired of hearing about choir practice, youth ministry, and the musings of her paster husband. I was also sick and tired of being asked where I go to church and if I when I would be joining her. Not only is my entire family christian-ites but my neighbor is a freaking minister, one of the very vocal, I judge you because you are not, ones. The Christian-south is one of my soap boxes. And, I am well versed on this. It is nice to hear of a fellow pagan. No, I am not a heathen or an Athiest. In fact, I am extremely spiritualand more so than many avid church-goers. I am sorry to ramble but you hit one of the chords of my heart strings. Your words make it vibrate and play the tune of me, of who I am. I look forward to reading your blog. Enjoy it.